Tuesday, July 19, 2011

masihkah ada sayang? part II

mungkin entry ni sambungan yg smlm..mungkin ade relate kot..aku pun xsure..tp ni latest update die kt aku..
semalam aku text die..dlm kol 7.45pm..

me:"nk tny sket"
him:"ape?"
me:"mmg xsuke msg ngan saya?"
him:"sy mmg jrg msg pn skg"
me:"xsuke sy da?"
him:"xla.ape kaitannye?"
me:"sbb cam xnk amek tau da"
him:"dah ade yg kasi tau"
me:"cmtu jela...?"
him:"awk tgh menikmatiu saat indah hidup awk.sy bg awk ruang utk hidup bebas la skg ni.bile lg awk nk enjoy.ble da masuk dlm,kurang la sket kebebasan awk tu.kalo sy byk bunyi,awk sakit ati..baik sy diam"
me:"sbb tu jek?"
him:"hak awk kan..tu je kot"
me:"its ok la kalo awk ckp cmtu"
him:"enjoy ur holiday"
me:"nnt jgn ungkit ape yg pnah awk ckp"
him:"dan awk jangan pakse sy untuk bgtau kenapa sy buat semua ni"
me:"ok"

a few minutes later.....

me:"do u still luv me?
him:"awk nk tny sy atau diri sendiri?knapa mesti awk sedih?"
me:"tny awk la"

a few minutes later...

me:"so,xnk jwb la?ok la.xyh amek tau sal sy da"
him:"*him* xde..die tggl hp kt umh aku,*kwn him*"

so,cmne aku nk tau die syg aku lg ke x..gue udah capek dong...die igt kalo xde die aku mmg enjoy ke?die tau x yg aku mgharapkan die ade stiap kali aku g mane2..?knape die still xphm..xgn kalo nk brcinte lame2 tp xleh phm psgn msg2..aku cube phm ko,aku cube ikot kehendak ko..ye,ko pnah menangis sbb aku..walaupun aku maen2,tp ko take serious..dont worry my dear..only u deep inside my heart..plz dont make me dissapointed..and dont let me suffer..aku xpnah menyesal knal ko..dan aku xpnah menyesal bencintun ngan ko..*cinte ke?*no,i mean bersayang2 laa..*sayang ke*aduhhh...berhubungan la..in relationship..*yg ni ok*pape pun,kite kene abehkn study dulu..yg laen2,setel kmudian..kumpul dwet n harte dulu...

dats all...

*him*-name die
*kwn him*-name kawan die

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